i was given a rock yesterday and told that it would help me through the healing process. i dont know if i actually believe in it but i everytime i was about to have hysterical breakdown in front of my friends, i held it in my hands, took a couple deeps breaths and instantly felt calmer, could actually feel each part of me relax. i think sometimes you need to have something in your life that you know will help you. the ultimate placebo. i mean really a rock is not going to help me move on and i know this, but to have something you can just transfer all your problems to and trust that eventually all your problems will be solved because of it, i think that helps. life sucks. rocks are cool.